Saturday, October 18, 2008

Materialism, plain and simple

I tend to set my mind in rigidity. I unwittingly follow hidden assumed rules which manifest in habitual patterns of thought and behavior. These thoughts don't manifest when I am completely detached from my material possessions. In fact, when I have no sense of materialism, I think I am the most happy. Rigidity manifests when I am trapped in routine, when I want to control my situation, when I long, crave, confuse myself, and ultimately, suffer.

The problem is I am still a materialist. I have not given up that aspect of my life. Where would I be without my computer, my books. I resist becoming detached from materials because I don't see anything possible for myself outside material life. It is a ridiculous resistance, because I know that I am happiest when I do not resist. So what the fuck am I doing?

2 comments:

Hans Ostrom said...

On the other hand, you tend to inhabit material things, put them in service of thought and spirit. Tools for the brain!

Acumensch said...

You got me thinking - it's probably not "materialism" (as opposed to immaterialism) I am talking about, but "possession-ism". Having too many possessions is very distracting.